It'd done! Phew~

Today is a very hectic day; I spent the whole day in the office, sitting in front of my laptop doing my project. Roughly I’ve spent almost 2 months doing my project..of course, there’s a shitty times and good times, but most of it is shitty times. The worst part of my project is getting all the necessary data. And God Damn! It ain’t easy…well I’m used to it already. The best part of my project is yet to come; I have to present it to my supervisor and probably my manager (hopefully I’ll not crap the hell out of myself!).

Since the past few weeks, I’ve been crunching numbers, doing all the things that I’ve studied and it felt worth it because I used everything that I learnt since my 1st year. The “ best” part of my project is to do the calculation. Since there’s no available simulation software available, (The existing one can’t be used due to some unknown reason and the problem had been there for about 3 months I think), I have to do the calculation manually. Trust me I’ve work some calculations back at home and I am killing about 2-3 trees…The calculation was too complicated.
As the tie passes by, suddenly I become so damn smart and I manage to find a way to do a simple calculation without cracking my nuts and head…finally I did it!! I’m the happiest man alive, I am so happy that I shit butterflies!!..well literally~ hehe

Then I move on into the next level calculating mass balance, well I thought it was easy but damn! When I started to do it, damn! Have you felt your penis inverted? (If you are a guy la...for girls I don’t know, maybe you’ve seen a cockroach or something that have 6 legs or 3 eyes or big butts or whatever). Now I think I’ve settled everything already with my smart brain (angkat bakul jap). Thank God! Damn I’m good!

Today I’ve just finished finalizing my projects and will be submitting it soon. I’ve saved my project in a PDF format file just in case some motherfuckers fuck with me and all my hard work will be gone. God it feels good! !!

Intern updates

So far sekarang umur aku kat ABF (ASEAN Bintulu Fertilizer) SDN BHD dah nak masok 18 minggu, around 4 bulan dah la...another 4 month to go..adohai.. kekadang best gak aku rasa intern ni, kekadang bosan, entahla..tapi apa-apa pun agak best sebab I didn't worry so much about my test n finals..just relax je...hehe

last thursday an absorber sampai, and fuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1st time tengok absorber baru! besar sangat2!! kagum aku tgk, beratnya around 200000kg and panjang 47.5m...the new absorber will replace the old absorber yang tak pernah bertukar since 1984..the old absorber the wall makin nipis, so have to change to the new one. sayangnya we can't see the substitution process sebab the TA kat ABF nanti time bulan Oct 2010. apa bole buat kan? hmm sayang2..tapi at least dapat tgk skali absorber yang baru datang tu..hehe

Now my project is almost done and I am looking forward working shift. nak experience sendiri mcm mane keje shift ni. morning shift starts from 7am to 7pm n night shift starts from 7pm to 7am. 2 days of morning shift, 2 days of night shift and then 4 days off!! hehehe

hmm ok well I guess that would be all. hehe

Big Mac

Oh Dear, I can't recall when is the last time I ate those delicious burger. Yes I am craving for it...like soo sooooooooooooo Baadddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!

Who can resist Big Mac? It's soft and tender roasted bun with sesame seed sprinkles, the taste of fresh lettuce,combined with succulent beeh..so soft and tender...and not to mention the incredibly creamy flavor of the special made mayonise and cheese..emmmm~~~ it taste so damn good, So Good till I can kick the crap out of any human being who stop me from getting one of this burger

adoh.. aku dah ngidam sesangat dah ni~~ The nearest McD from here is like 3.5 hours...damn....Dalam mimpi je la aku makan..adehh~~

Hari yang Panas~~

Well it's sunday, March 21st, 2006. and the weather is so damn hot!!!!!!!!!! Trust me I almost combusted spontaneusly..Adohh..Ok cut the crap... well today there's not much to do except for my extended internship report since erm I can't recall (I think since week 8 or 10 , tomorrow will be week 17). Adohai~~ banyak giler!!

Just I felt like writing but um well I think I'll make another post soon. hmm

The 00's

Fashion world is an ecstasy,
Models are worshiped for they are holy;
God and Goddess of a perfect body,
Instead of Healthy be Skinny..

Skinny, skinny the symbol of sexy,
Food once a friend, now a foe;
Calorie taken is always a war,
The hunger is sentenced behind the bars,
Shivers the figures unlike before,
Big tummy is the new enemy.

Biscuits and yogurt are low in fat,
The world is thirst for love and peace,
We fight for fat instead of peace,
We fear for fat instead of God.

Gucci, Prada, LV and Armani,
Shitty fabrics and it cost you money,
You give them money instead of the needy,
The richer gets greedy the poor get a penny,

Media share lies and hides you the truth,
The naïve will nod and the fact is faded,
We live in the shadows and despised the truth,
The truth voices becomes more unheard.

Every King's Origins

You might be wondering how do kings exist? Where are they come from? well maybe some of you know the history and blah blah blah..yawn yawn~

Well this is my theory on how the king exist..Before time began, Homosapiens only wears leather shirts erm not technically a shirt..more like a dress, yes man n woman both wear dresses..well I don't know about any underwear, there may be there are no such things such as lingeries or bikinis for the ladies there is no Victoria Secrets, no Armani erm definately no Triumph and for the guys there's no Renoma trunks or anything to cover their Johnson's down below you know what I'm sayin'? hehe anyways back to the story..well that time, people live in tribes; some are nomads, some stays in one place, some are bandits and hunters well all of them are living in a clan of their own.

All of these clan have their own leader, some are good, some are cruel, some are brilliant maybe some are just plain stupid..(I’m just saying) During these times, rivalry began to emerge; here good or bad it doesn’t really matters, only the strongest will win and conquer. The winning party will begin to build their own empire and legacy and new kingdom emerges from every corner of the world. Then the legacy passes on generations to generations up until today where we can see their royal bloodlines. From all of these emerging kingdoms, only a few remains up until today.

Hm..I began to wonder right now, how can they become so rich? How can they have so many lands and assets? Why they are so rich? While where we are talking about having Vios, Latio, Hilux, RX-8, Fairlady.as our dream cars, to them owning Ferraris, Bentley, Lamborghini and Burgatti is just normal. While we are dreaming of having a vacation to Paris or New York,sitting in the first class in the airplane, to them their private jet is just a cab to ride. While we are talking of having Nike sweaters, Crocs Sandals or Onitsuka Tiger Sneakers for style, they have their own Italian tailor to make them a fine cut suits and designer shoes like Jimmy Choo is just a phone call away. While we are dreaming of having the luxurious lifestyle and to be served like VIP, to them it’s just another normal day. Where we are sleeping in our own bed; a cheap sale mattress at a 50% discount, they are sleeping comfortably like a baby in their own designer bed made by Dr. Gustavo..with Japanese silk as their bed sheet…Must pretty awesome huh?

Back to my point; This world once is not owned by anyone, the soil, air and water, are all free in nature, Originally back then, all the lands belongs to nobody and now look around us, most of the lands have their own landlords. Well I just thought about this anyways…just skip this part.

Well erm..I’ll be writing again soon..

My Ecstasy

Everybody have thier own heroine, I used to have mine;- perfumes, I've collected may perfumes already more than both my feet and my fingers could count. When does it started? It started when I was 13, while everyone in my high school are into linkin park and limp bizkit *Haaah~~ those days* hehe I have my own passion for things that smells nice. I started with a cheap type of perfume, cologne..it can be found easily in many supermarkets and my addiction continues and more and more it grows..up until now, theoretically I have a shelves full of perfumes. Armani, Christian Dior, Ralph Lauren, DKNY, CK, shiseido, Elizabeth Arden, Hugo Boss,Mont Blanc, Dunhill, Bvlgari, Davidoff, fcuk, Burberry, dvb, Guess, Urge, Clinique, Resonance, Bybos Blu, Armand Bassi, JPS, you name it I have it all...each of the perfumes I had the scent is special, each scent have thier own memories, makes me sleep well and provides me a calm state of mind.

I don't know how it works but perfumes makes me feel comfortable, calm n confidence. I know maybe some of you who read this will said this guy is crazy or something else but I just want to share with you here my passion, my ecstasy or my own personal brand of heroine. Some of them when I sniff the smell, I'll give me good memories about myself, some are bad..that is what is interesting about perfumes, It some sort of like a trigger to you, reminds you of your history, what you've been through, who you were, your ups and downs. Every scent has thier own story. It don't just covers your awful armpit smell or makes you smells nice but it gives you confidence and medium for you to store every seconds of your moments in your life even better than HD camera or a DSLR.

But now I just don't know the passion seems to be gone, the scent are trapt in thier bottles..my passion is gone....

The Return

This is my latest post and the first for this year (2010) wow..that's along time since the last time I updated my blog..hehe anyways here's a lil update from myself this year....

This is my 3rd year 2nd semester already in my study and currently I am doing my internship in ASEAN Bintulu Fertilizer (ABF) Bhd. in Operations (Ammonia) Department. Hmm just want to say something about internship though..for me internship so far is intersting, it is completely new to me, more towards applications of what I've studied in UTP so far, and Currently I am doing my projects of revamping one of the Units in the plant, hopefully it'll be successfull.. :)

I still want to experienced the shift work myself but unfortunately my manager doesn't approve it for the time being..*sigh* but anyways I am just making the best out of everything for now. The best part about internship is that there will be NO TEST and NO FINAL EXAMS but! there's always a but...but you have to do your weekly report and that is just annoying, maybe for the first 2-3 weeks you write things everyday but sooner or later...you felt like you already a "staff" and you began to said " later la buat my report" to " hmm..takpela..next week can do" to "Bile nak submit buat la..lame lagi.." to " Ade report ke?" and then things will be very hectic...and the story goes and goes...

Working in ABF is fun, everybody is friendly here, I mean VERY3 FRIENDLY, tak kedekut ilmu, suke derma senyuman....hehehe..yeah the work culture is just sooooo harmony~~

Other than me, there are some of UTP students also having their internship here in ABF with me like Amy Goh(NH3 OPS), Renae and Hui San(Process Dept.), Aaron (Rotary Mech), Abdullah (Project Dept.) and Zahirah ( Urea OPS).

ok enough about intern and moving on hehehe..well erm so far life's been treating me just fine, I am in a relationship now and she's definately a heaven sent...her name is Nur Abidah, and She's from Sabah..we 1st met during NACES 2009 in UMS, Sabah. She's a nice girl, pretty understanding, smart and a very easy going young lady. hehe..love her soo sooo much! XoxOxoXo.

well erm I guess that is all for now I'll write again soon enough :)